Confused about what he says & does.
I am confused.
Why does HE talk about Thanksgiving and Christmas, him meeting my children...Me renewing my passport so that we can sail around Canada next summer, to secluded ports...lying naked on the boat, and making love on deck... And pointing to himself sitting with his feet in the water in one of his sailing videos, saying : " You'll be sitting there with me next summer".
How he feels so comfortable around me..
He says "I like that you get me". " I like looking at you and seeing Love and admiration in your eyes". (His words to me as he was making dinner- He used the "L" word here.) The growls of pleasure when we are lying naked together, sweaty, tangled up in one another's arms. The intensity of his gaze when he looks at me.... His sureness and confidence in what we have.
Why tell me this...
If he is still getting matches sent to him from eHarmony?
I feel like that's a contradiction. After two weeks of dating, I turned off my eH matching. I don't want to be matched with anyone else. (We have only been together for 2 months)
I've allowed myself to fall in love with him. Too late, no turning back. Now I'm jumping ahead to the end of the story where he breaks my heart.
How do I stop thinking so far ahead and enjoy the here and now? Can I retrain my brain?
- Asked by ke26222
, A Thinker, Female, 46-55, Financial / Banking