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I feel like my best friend doesn't want me around anymore.
Sex & Intimacy / 3:58 PM - Monday June 29, 2009

I feel like my best friend doesn't want me around anymore.

My best friend and I have been friends for about 10 years, and extremely close for about 5. We've been through a lot together but we've always been able to talk about anything that upsets us, whether its about each other or other people, or just whatever is going on in our lives. I don't know what I would do without her, she's given me strength and supported me through a lot of really hard times.

About a year ago she started smoking pot regularly. It started out as just a fairly occasional thing, once a week or so. Then, about 6 months ago she reconnected with a good male friend that we went to high school with (I knew him but wasn't really friends with him back then). He's a major pothead and now they smoke daily. He's over at her house all the time, and she's basically in love with him. He's a good guy and I have no problem with him at all, but he doesn't seem to love her the way she loves him.

Since she started hanging out with this guy a lot, our hanging out has gradually dropped. If I'm over there I'll smoke with them, and I enjoy it, but its not something I want to do daily, although I've never protested to the amount that she smokes. Until a few weeks ago I saw her about once or twice a week, which was fine, although I was starting to notice that it seemed like I was always the one calling her.

Then two weeks ago her father, who had cancer, took a drastic turn for the worse. I've seen her twice since then, and again only because I called her. He died early last week, and I've tried so hard to be a good friend to her. I've called her pretty much every day to make sure she doesn't need anything, and asked her if she needed a friend to talk to. Nearly every time I've called her, there were other people over (usually the guy I mentioned before), so it's not like she just wants to be alone. But she has only once asked me over since he died, and I really got the impression that she only did it because she could tell I felt left out. I couldn't even really talk to her because there were so many other people around.

The funeral was yesterday and I couldn't go, even though I really really wanted to. I had to work, and didn't know about the funeral until two days before. I asked everyone I could to cover my shift but no one was available to do it. I felt horrible and apologized profusely, and then called her last night when I got off work to check on her and make sure she was okay -- she didn't answer. I saw her online later and asked if she was okay and if she needed anything, and she said she was doing pretty well. As always, there were a bunch of people over there, and as always she didn't invite me. I told her that I was off work both today and tomorrow and to call me if she wanted to hang out, and she said she would.

It's almost 4 now and I haven't heard from her, but the guy I talked about earlier is over there according to his facebook status. I should mention that all of the people that have been over there in a constant rotation are people that I get along well with, and a few of whom I would consider to be friends. I've always gotten kind of a vibe from "the guy" that he was sort of indifferent to me, bordering on maybe not liking me so much, but my friend swears he likes me but just doesn't know me that well.

I feel so distant from her now and it really upsets me. I'm trying to keep my mouth shut because I don't want to bother her with this on top of everything else she's going through right now, which I know has to be hell. But she won't talk to me about it, or anything else, and I really feel like she just doesn't want me around. I don't know why and it's really bothering me, but I don't feel like I can say anything because I'm worried she'll just label me as being selfish for being concerned about my feelings, without even listening to what I have to say. Every time that I talk to her and she has half a dozen people over there and doesn't invite me I feel like crying.

I've decided not to call her for a few days and give her her space. She knows my number, she knows when I'm off work, and she knows that she can call me any hour of the day if she needs someone to be there for her. But more and more I feel like if I put it in her hands, I'll never talk to her again. I would really like to know what's going on, but I'm afraid to ask her . . . especially when other people are around and she can't talk freely and honestly, and there are ALWAYS other people around.

I just want my friend back. What do I do?

- Asked by A Sweet Sarah, Female, 26-28, Who Cares?

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you are trying too hard for her to be your friend and i think you should just wait til she calls u and if she doesn't then she really is not a true friend as you thought she was. some people change and you just have to deal with it even though it does hurt.

- Response by A Sweet Sarah, Female, 22-25, Student

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hi sarah> It seems like you have an emotional attachment with this friend. I will guess that you probably get attached to people quite easily. I noticed that you are bisesual. May i ask if you have deeper feelings for her? If she is not bi she may begin to think that you do feel for her romantically and so she is trying to distance herself from you.
If you are just simply trying to remain platonic friends with her, then i have a few suggestions for you.
1. Contact her one and only one more time and tell her that she is in your prayers
2. Actually pray for her well being and dont think negative of her
3. mentally have positive emotional conversations with her, discuss your feelings of hurt with her but always spend the last 5 minutes talking positively with her.

sorry, but you will continue to hurt for a while but it will get better, i promise.

I was there for a friend when she was going through some rought times and she confided in me all the time. Now that she has other friends, i feel left out and it really bothered me. so i know how you feel. i never felt like she gave me the emotional support i would have liked to have received from her.
good luck and let me know how things work out


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- Response by blessed1959, A Mr. Nice Guy, Male, 46-55

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